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Today was supposed to be awesome and amazing and all things shiny because I was asked to paint on a wall (I love drawing on big surfaces) but my excitement for this task was ruined in the span of 15 minutes thanks to hate rant delivered by my bff's mum after she asked me what was that I posted on my facebook status and I explained about today being NCOD. I'm not going to repeat what she said because just thinking about it makes the bile rise again in my throat and it was hard to swallow it down the first time around. Point is, she managed to turn me into a sad and angry little thing; when I am a sad-and-angry-little-thing I tend to think the world is doomed and people are horrible and I forget that not everybody is so hateful and offensive and rude. Luckily, mum and L let me get it out of my system and then we all flailed angrily together about people's blindness and their close-mindedness. This FCKH8 video (NSFW! Heavy use of the F word!) also made me feel slightly better. Speaking of f*** hate, you should also go and check out this

The "I admire you because..." Meme

because

ohohstarryeyed is right, everyone could do with being told why they're awesome, and I could do with seeing people love on other people and proove that the world is not doomed and people are beautiful, loving, caring beings. Click on the link, leave your name, spread the love.

And just because I need to get my brain to just shut down for a while, a meme stolen from

angelgazing and modified to suit me better

Give me a character/pairing and a word, and I will ~~write~~draw you one ~~sentence of fic~~quick doodle.

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I did! I'm super smart! And totally on to you. You go around drawing adorable art so that I have no choice but to write stories. Fandom won't thank you for it, you know.

But OMG YOU SHOOOULD. I MEAN, IT IS ALREADY ADORABLE AND AMAZING. YOU NEED TO SHOW IT OFFFFFF.

My wips are insane. Insane. And varied and vast. And also crazy, did I mention that?

Also, ALSO, I still want pictures of your painting yeterday.

You have to admit that my plan of action has worked remarkably well so far, though :D

I'LL TRY TO DRAW IT BETTER! BUT AHAHAH SHOWING IT OFF IS NOT AN OPTION! CROSSPOSTING SCARES ME SHITLESS!

Your wips are awesome. Awesome. The more the merrier, I say!

Oh the painting! It came out okay, I think? Here, have (http://i120.photobucket.com/albums/o168/nasssty_slyth/NArt/Craft/68081_448373226623_828131623_5282702_3696601_n.jpg) four (http://i120.photobucket.com/albums/o168/nasssty_slyth/NArt/Craft/68362_448373371623_828131623_5282704_7723331_n.jpg) crappy (http://i120.photobucket.com/albums/o168/nasssty_slyth/NArt/Craft/68472_448373471623_828131623_5282706_4219187_n.jpg) pictures (http://i120.photobucket.com/albums/o168/nasssty_slyth/NArt/Craft/67918_448373616623_828131623_5282707_4051022_n.jpg) :)

...I do sort of have to admit that, yes. I am weak! Weak for your drawings!

I SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING WITH YOUR CROSSPOSTING. I WROTE YOU ROCKNROLLA. YOU SHOULD ALREADY CONSIDER YOURSELF BRIBED.

ALSO, ALSO, THAT PAINTING IS AWESOME. I LOOOVE IT.

And I shall exploit this weakness of yours forever and ever :D

I THINK WE ARE BOTH CRAZY BECAUSE WE KEEP BRIBING EACH OTHER INTO THESE THINGS IN AN ENDLESS LOOP! I THINK WE BOTH HAVE PENROSE BRIBING SYNDROME! WATCH HOW MUCH I DON'T CARE! You'll have your cleaned-up-and-crossposted drawing before the weekend :)

Hee, thank you! I love drawing on walls so much <333

I SWEAR TO GOD, BETWEEN YOU AND

gyzym THERE IS JUST NO HOPE FOR ME. NONE. NOTTA.

WE ARE BOTH TOTALLY NUTS. BUT IT GETS ME SUCH SHINY THINGS THAT I AM WILLING TO CONTINUE THIS SPIRAL DOWNWARD FOREVER. \O/

LOLOLOL I'D LET YOU DRAW ON MY WALLS, IF YOU WEREN'T ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD. I TOTALLY INTENDED TO PAINT A BORDER ONTO THEM WHEN I PAINTED MY ROOM, STARTED, AND THEN REMEMBERED--OH, YEAH, I HAVE NO ARTISTIC TALENT. WOE IS ME.

I AM PERFECTLY HAPPY WITH THIS SITUATION! IF YOU ARE MY MOST AMAZING WEAPON IN THE JOY CRUSADE,

gyzym IS MY MOST TRUSTED ALLY :DDD

DOWNWARD SPIRALS ARE FUN! I'm so happy we are all together on this joyride :DDD

I WOULD LOVE TO DRAW ON YOUR WALLS! I'D MAKE YOU A KICKASS ARCHITECTURAL SKETCH AND THEN POPULATE IT WITH PONIES AND CAREBEARS :DDD
You should have tried painting that border anyway! Maybe your artistic talent is just waiting for you to give it a chance!

WHERE IS MY ALLY? WHEN DO I GET AN ALLY, HUH?

I did try painting it! That... would be what reminded me of my utter lack of talent? There's like an 8 inch section of my wall that's done, and the rest is decidedly not. It's so sad.

I NOW WANT THE SET UP LIKE TOM'S, AFTER HIS BIG EPIPHANY. I loved that so, so much. Soooo much. &TOM;

YOU ARE A WEAPON! WEAPONS DON'T HAVE ALLIES! YOU CAN HAVE ESTIMATORS, THOUGH! :D?

:( You should try and finish it! What is this border like? Solid colour or pattern?

OMG I WANT A BLACKBOARD WALL! Or, like, a washable white wall! Black would be more dramatic, though <333 It would be so freaking amazing!

P.S. I just remembered! I sent your bday card last Saturday, so you should get it soon. Let me know when you get it because the lady at the post office was kind of spacey. Also, I included something extra ;)