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Today was supposed to be awesome and amazing and all things shiny because I was asked to paint on a wall (I love drawing on big surfaces) but my excitement for this task was ruined in the span of 15 minutes thanks to hate rant delivered by my bff's mum after she asked me what was that I posted on my facebook status and I explained about today being NCOD. I'm not going to repeat what she said because just thinking about it makes the bile rise again in my throat and it was hard to swallow it down the first time around. Point is, she managed to turn me into a sad and angry little thing; when I am a sad-and-angry-little-thing I tend to think the world is doomed and people are horrible and I forget that not everybody is so hateful and offensive and rude. Luckily, mum and L let me get it out of my system and then we all flailed angrily together about people's blindness and their close-mindedness. This FCKH8 video (NSFW! Heavy use of the F word!) also made me feel slightly better. Speaking of f*** hate, you should also go and check out this

The "I admire you because..." Meme

because

ohohstarryeyed is right, everyone could do with being told why they're awesome, and I could do with seeing people love on other people and proove that the world is not doomed and people are beautiful, loving, caring beings. Click on the link, leave your name, spread the love.

And just because I need to get my brain to just shut down for a while, a meme stolen from

angelgazing and modified to suit me better

Give me a character/pairing and a word, and I will ~~write~~draw you one ~~sentence of fic~~quick doodle.

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And I shall exploit this weakness of yours forever and ever :D

I THINK WE ARE BOTH CRAZY BECAUSE WE KEEP BRIBING EACH OTHER INTO THESE THINGS IN AN ENDLESS LOOP! I THINK WE BOTH HAVE PENROSE BRIBING SYNDROME! WATCH HOW MUCH I DON'T CARE! You'll have your cleaned-up-and-crossposted drawing before the weekend :)

Hee, thank you! I love drawing on walls so much <333

Hee, thank you! :DDD

Omg, this is so stupid! It's the last time I write something omg DDD:

No! Not stupid at all! Adorable, that's what it is!

I SWEAR TO GOD, BETWEEN YOU AND

gyzym THERE IS JUST NO HOPE FOR ME. NONE. NOTTA.

WE ARE BOTH TOTALLY NUTS. BUT IT GETS ME SUCH SHINY THINGS THAT I AM WILLING TO CONTINUE THIS SPIRAL DOWNWARD FOREVER. \O/

LOLOLOL I'D LET YOU DRAW ON MY WALLS, IF YOU WEREN'T ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD. I TOTALLY INTENDED TO PAINT A BORDER ONTO THEM WHEN I PAINTED MY ROOM, STARTED, AND THEN REMEMBERED--OH, YEAH, I HAVE NO ARTISTIC TALENT. WOE IS ME.

*SQUINTS HARDER*

LOOK, I AM EASILY SWAYED BY PONIES. IT'S NOT MY FAULT THIS DRAWING IS LIKE, MY HEAD CANON FOR LIKE I WANNA LIVE NOW. BUT. BUT THERE ARE ONLY SO MANY RIDICULOUS THINGS I CAN DO. THERE HAS TO BE A LIMIT! A LINE! SOME POINT WHERE PEOPLE STEP BACK AND SAY, "WOW, OKAY, DONE WITH THE CRACK. SEEK REHAB BEFORE YOU START STEALING VCRS TO PAWN."

I MEAN. REALLY. REALLY.

I AM PERFECTLY HAPPY WITH THIS SITUATION! IF YOU ARE MY MOST AMAZING WEAPON IN THE JOY CRUSADE,

gyzym IS MY MOST TRUSTED ALLY :DDD

DOWNWARD SPIRALS ARE FUN! I'm so happy we are all together on this joyride :DDD

I WOULD LOVE TO DRAW ON YOUR WALLS! I'D MAKE YOU A KICKASS ARCHITECTURAL SKETCH AND THEN POPULATE IT WITH PONIES AND CAREBEARS :DDD
You should have tried painting that border anyway! Maybe your artistic talent is just waiting for you to give it a chance!

Stupid, stupid, stupid. But whatever, if you like it I'm happy :)

*BEAMS*

BB THIS FANDOM HAS A DEVICE THAT MAKES DREAMSHARING POSSIBLE! FROM A SCIENTIFIC POINT OF VIEW THAT'S THE CRACKIEST THING EVER! WHEN YOU START FROM THAT CANON, THERE IS NO LIMIT BECAUSE SANITY IS ALREADY BEHIND YOU.

REALLY!

WHERE IS MY ALLY? WHEN DO I GET AN ALLY, HUH?

I did try painting it! That... would be what reminded me of my utter lack of talent? There's like an 8 inch section of my wall that's done, and the rest is decidedly not. It's so sad.

I NOW WANT THE SET UP LIKE TOM'S, AFTER HIS BIG EPIPHANY. I loved that so, so much. Soooo much. &TOM;

I'M PRETTY SURE SANITY HAS BEEN BEHIND ME SINCE I WROTE 5500 WORDS BASED AROUND THE FACT THAT ARTHUR JUST REALLY LIKED EAMES' CLOTHES WHEN HE WAS THE ONE WEARING THEM.

AND THEN THERE WERE CARE BEARS.

AND NOW THERE ARE MORE CARE BEARS. I JUST DON'T EVEN KNOOOW.

YOU ARE A WEAPON! WEAPONS DON'T HAVE ALLIES! YOU CAN HAVE ESTIMATORS, THOUGH! :D?

:( You should try and finish it! What is this border like? Solid colour or pattern?

OMG I WANT A BLACKBOARD WALL! Or, like, a washable white wall! Black would be more dramatic, though <333 It would be so freaking amazing!

P.S. I just remembered! I sent your bday card last Saturday, so you should get it soon. Let me know when you get it because the lady at the post office was kind of spacey. Also, I included something extra ;)

HEL-LO! I DREW MY LITTLE PONIES! AND CARE BEARS! AND THEIR COUSINS! I'M DRAWING EVEN MORE CAREBEARS and also pokemon. Don't ask.

ALSO ALSO THAT STORY IS MADE OF SPARKLY SKITTLES OKAY? ALL YOUR STORIES ARE MADE OF RAINBOWS AND UNICORNS AND OTHER MAGIC THINGS! NEVER STOP! I FORBID YOU!

Of course they don't realize it - because no one tells them about it! The only way to learn and make amends is when someone tells you what you did that's bothering them.

I really hate it when someone gets mad at me and I have no clue why, so I always go to them and ask what I did wrong so I can learn to not do it again in the future.

Then again, on the flip side, there are some people that are stubborn and don't accept such advice... :\

Well, we didn't have a row... I just raged silently in my head. I did explain my point of view but, as you said, some people are just set into their beliefs and refuse to even listen to opinions different from their own. It was just a sad affair all around, even more so because she kept shooting down my answers with really hateful words I coudn't comment on because that's the only lingo she accepts as true /o\

:D:D:D of course! why WOULDNT i? you sent us there and you didnt even have one! <333

ZOMG ADORABLE!!! BRENDON AND SPENCER THE SEAHORSES!! RYAN READING THEM BEDTIME STORIES *_____________________*

It is not adorable! It's cracky! And stupid! And I don't know what I was thinking! NEVER AGAIN OMG!

Well, I love this kind of meme because they are a legitimate excuse for me to flail over my flist's faces, but I never make a thread of my own because compliments makes me uncomfortable :\ BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH ANYWAY <3333

lol yeah i know what you mean, i keep going and wanting to put one then changing my mind. fail D:

whatever, i still admire you like crazy :D:D:D

you promised us! you promised us schmoop writing! and also has it been a month since the kissing? can i bother you about that again now?

lol i figured your up to the freaking out donald, cant get more D: than that :D:D

I don't know... I mean, I feel loved enough here. I don't like to ask people for more because what I already get sometimes feels like too much :)

I ADMIRE YOU TOO <333

This was schmoop, no? Can't this count for that? (also, I am actually writing more schmoop, only it's crackish and also for Glee. But um, fairytalish?) ALSO AHAHAHAH KISSING IS A NO! You can bug me, but I won't cave.

That donald icon is one of my faves, because it expresses my feelings so well <333

according to the meme, it has to be at least 500 words long *whistles innocently*

pleeeeeaaaaaaaasssseeeeeeeee *puppy eyes* with cherries on top? i need more brendon/spencer *grabbyhands*

i match your ssquinty face with on of jons!

How about I write "Five times Brendon and Spencer weren't humans but loved each other anyway" (because that would ~totally fit the "soulmate" square) and you lay off the kissing?

grumpy hedgehog face FTW!

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