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In case of heartbreak, blanketfort.
So? Who's going to keep me company in the blanketfort while I come to terms with my favourite band splitting in two?
I've never been so invested in a fandom and this feels awful.
I don't care about having two Christmas and two parties. I liked my one Christmas party.
I know that it's better this way, them going their ways now instead of trying to make it work and everyone being unhappy, but it still hurts.
I'm sure in a couple of days I'll be able to look at this and think "Hey. You know what. Maybe it's cool. It hurts, but there's still something to look forward to. Jon and Ryan will go do whatever they want to do and so will do Brendon and Spencer. We get two bands instead of no band at all. Brendon will be able to make up all the showtunes-y songs he wants and Spencer will be able to be the dork he is and Jon will continue to braid his hair and Ryan (hopefully) will learn how to sing."
Reading that kind of makes me feel better already. Maybe if I repeat it like a mantra the pain will ease faster.
These certainly helps
as do you, flist. *hugs you tight and shares the pillows*
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The fact they this way they can at least split up somewhat amicably instead of dragging on and ending up hating each other (and also that my OTP is intact /o\) is what's consoling me :(
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I was trying not to mention it but since you brought it up.... OMG AM I GLAD THAT MY OTP IS FINE AND ALIVE? *shameless quoting*
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I feel like the worst fan ever, but OMG AM I GLAD! That is the one ray of sunshine in this entire mess.
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Look, as a music fan I'm heartbroken and sad and angry. As a fandom member, I'm happy that the canon mess won't ruin my fanon beliefs too much.
I have to find some solace somewhere, and there is where I decided to find it.