In case of heartbreak, blanketfort.

[aredblush]

So? Who's going to keep me company in the blanketfort while I come to terms with my favourite band splitting in two?

I've never been so invested in a fandom and this feels awful.
I don't care about having two Christmas and two parties. I liked my one Christmas party.
I know that it's better this way, them going their ways now instead of trying to make it work and everyone being unhappy, but it still hurts.

I'm sure in a couple of days I'll be able to look at this and think "Hey. You know what. Maybe it's cool. It hurts, but there's still something to look forward to. Jon and Ryan will go do whatever they want to do and so will do Brendon and Spencer. We get two bands instead of no band at all. Brendon will be able to make up all the showtunes-y songs he wants and Spencer will be able to be the dork he is and Jon will continue to braid his hair and Ryan (hopefully) will learn how to sing."

Reading that kind of makes me feel better already. Maybe if I repeat it like a mantra the pain will ease faster.
These certainly helps




as do you, flist. *hugs you tight and shares the pillows*

Comments

[milenaa.livejournal.com]

Your blanket fort looks like the best blanket fort ever! *joins you*

The fact they this way they can at least split up somewhat amicably instead of dragging on and ending up hating each other (and also that my OTP is intact /o\) is what's consoling me :(

[saba1789.livejournal.com]

I LOVE YOU NASTY! *crawls in and huddles up and never leaves*

[sunsetmog.livejournal.com]

*curls up*

[raffie79.livejournal.com]

*si nasconde sotto il blanket aspettando che super-spencer salvi il mondo* XD
Non ho più parole, uffi. :(( so, so, so sad. Ho letto la risposta che hanno dato spencer e brendon e nonostante cerchino di dimostrare entusiasmo per quello che arriverà, io sono tornata a piagnucolare lo stesso, sob.
e mi ha ucciso questo "It’s been an amazing journey being in a band with them" lo è stato... ;__; cavolo sono cresciuti insieme. :( *cries a bit more*
Cercherò di guardare avanti ziiiigh!!! speriamo bene ;)

[technolustt.livejournal.com]

At first, I laughed it off because I thought it was some elaborate joke or something (and a part of me is still hanging on to that possibility)

But now, it seems like they're serious. And my heart is just breaking. I can't even, like.

I want a blanket fort, too =(

[wethepainted.livejournal.com]

I literally just came home after a week of no internet and this was the first thing I saw.

Panic is (/was? This is so confusing...) one of my absolute favourite bands, and one of the first bands that I got into and found out about without the help of my friends, which makes it somehow even more important to me.

This makes me sad and hurt, but I don't know, I hope that the guys will be happy pursuing their separate projects or something.
I'm curious to know what plans Brendon and Spencer have for the band. Maybe they'll get Ian Crawford as a second guitarist! Or maybe not, but at least it's a happy thought.

In other words, I'm joining you in your blanketfort and bringing cookies, because cookies make everything better!

[faechan.livejournal.com]

Non sento questa cosa quanto altra gente, qui, ma sono triste lo stesso. Insomma, so che probabilmente starei come voi se (dionovogliachebruttopensierocancellacancella) succedesse ai TAI, per cui :\ Razionalmente è ovvio che passerà e magari ci piacerà pure come andranno le cose, però adesso bisogna digerire il cambiamento. (Poi ehi, vedendola dal lato frivolo? Voi Brencer avete ancora un canon. Pensa a me che sono Joncer da sempre ;_;)

Fatemi posto ♥ *abbraccia tutti e si accovaccia nel fortino distribuendo cioccolata in giro*

[xskintandminted.livejournal.com]

dude, I love your blanket fort!

As for Panic, honestly, the news doesn't surprise me. It's felt like it's been months of weird vibes from the boys and they weren't spending much time together. It still makes me sad though. I feel like lately every band i'm really into just breaks up. Which is essentially what they are doing.
However, I hope they're all happy. I do not wish any ill will to any of the members, if this is what they think is for the best, then we just have to agree. We don't/won't know what really happened, and they deserve that privacy.
I'm glad I have Merlin eps to make me not think about this though. :/

[unaccompanied-g.livejournal.com]

*Cuddles you in your blanket fort* :(

At least Spencer and Brendon are still OTP?

[toodelicious.livejournal.com]

i'm sorry to hear that, sweetie!!!
*hugs tight*

[seratonation.livejournal.com]

lol mark hoppus. i dont follow him but that made me lol ♥

[jocondite.livejournal.com]

Your blanket fort looks awfully comfortable. ♥