In case of heartbreak, blanketfort.

[aredblush]

So? Who's going to keep me company in the blanketfort while I come to terms with my favourite band splitting in two?

I've never been so invested in a fandom and this feels awful.
I don't care about having two Christmas and two parties. I liked my one Christmas party.
I know that it's better this way, them going their ways now instead of trying to make it work and everyone being unhappy, but it still hurts.

I'm sure in a couple of days I'll be able to look at this and think "Hey. You know what. Maybe it's cool. It hurts, but there's still something to look forward to. Jon and Ryan will go do whatever they want to do and so will do Brendon and Spencer. We get two bands instead of no band at all. Brendon will be able to make up all the showtunes-y songs he wants and Spencer will be able to be the dork he is and Jon will continue to braid his hair and Ryan (hopefully) will learn how to sing."

Reading that kind of makes me feel better already. Maybe if I repeat it like a mantra the pain will ease faster.
These certainly helps




as do you, flist. *hugs you tight and shares the pillows*

Comments

[technolustt.livejournal.com]

At first, I laughed it off because I thought it was some elaborate joke or something (and a part of me is still hanging on to that possibility)

But now, it seems like they're serious. And my heart is just breaking. I can't even, like.

I want a blanket fort, too =(

[aredblush.livejournal.com]

You are welcome to my blanketfort? We are kind of making a support fangroup here.

I hoped for someone to just come out and say "Joking, joking. Happy Panicfools Day!" but no such luck :(

It feels awful.

[technolustt.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's hurting a lot more than I thought it would. Especially since I've only been into Panic since Pretty Odd.

I'm just hoping both of the bands will give me something to be happy about.

It just wont be the same. I'm not so happy about that. These boys, they gave us such epically amazing times

[aredblush.livejournal.com]

Since the Blink debacle, I knew that bands splitting up would hurt me, but I wasn't as invested in Blink as I am/was in Panic. It sucks. A lot.

I'm trying to think positive. This post (http://community.livejournal.com/chasingdays/32466.html) helped a bit :)