In case of heartbreak, blanketfort.

[aredblush]

So? Who's going to keep me company in the blanketfort while I come to terms with my favourite band splitting in two?

I've never been so invested in a fandom and this feels awful.
I don't care about having two Christmas and two parties. I liked my one Christmas party.
I know that it's better this way, them going their ways now instead of trying to make it work and everyone being unhappy, but it still hurts.

I'm sure in a couple of days I'll be able to look at this and think "Hey. You know what. Maybe it's cool. It hurts, but there's still something to look forward to. Jon and Ryan will go do whatever they want to do and so will do Brendon and Spencer. We get two bands instead of no band at all. Brendon will be able to make up all the showtunes-y songs he wants and Spencer will be able to be the dork he is and Jon will continue to braid his hair and Ryan (hopefully) will learn how to sing."

Reading that kind of makes me feel better already. Maybe if I repeat it like a mantra the pain will ease faster.
These certainly helps




as do you, flist. *hugs you tight and shares the pillows*

Comments

[aredblush.livejournal.com]

*tucks you in and offers chocolate*

[sunsetmog.livejournal.com]

I am so sad, omg :(

[aredblush.livejournal.com]

I don't even know what to do... It's the first time a fandom hurt me so bad. Actually, it's not the fandom. It's just that I was kind of attached to them (as much as you can be attached to someone you don't even know).
I mean... I took a plane to London to see them last year. I liked them so much that I bought a ticket for a show outside my country just to see them. I liked them.
It hurts.

[sunsetmog.livejournal.com]

I've never been so over invested in a band before, and this is genuinely heartbreaking.

Let's just hug it out. <3333

[aredblush.livejournal.com]

Same here :(

*hugs tight and doesn't let go*