I don't even know what to do... It's the first time a fandom hurt me so bad. Actually, it's not the fandom. It's just that I was kind of attached to them (as much as you can be attached to someone you don't even know).
I mean... I took a plane to London to see them last year. I liked them so much that I bought a ticket for a show outside my country just to see them. I liked them.
It hurts.